Today marks the end of the National Suicide Prevention Month for 2015.
I don't know if anything I've written or posted has helped or if any difference has been made of in our nation, in our world. I hope that someone found what they were looking for. I hope they found what they needed to keep fighting, to find their happiness.
I have been bullied. I have been abused mentally, physically, and sexually. I've been harassed. I have suffered through deep depressions and dangerous mania highs. I have cut, scratched and clawed, skinned, burned, and otherwise self-harmed. I have tried to take my own life multiple times and thought about it a thousands and thousands times more.
But I am still here, still fighting every day. And I am so happy to be alive! Finally speaking out and getting the help I needed was the best thing I ever did. Please don't wait to start living again.